Saying Goodbye

The fortune of a co-op student is that he gets to travel, and can live in work in different areas. The problem is that he's always in some stage of leaving.

I was lucky to be able to spend the last year at Ronin MMA in Ottawa and Club De Judo Ginkgo over in Gatineau, Quebec.

This round at Ronin MMA was not my first. I had actually been down for four months last summer. I was there for the same reason as I was all this year; a co-op job with DND. The club was a departure from those I had been at in the past. It was far, far more informal, and unapoligetically so. People rolled hard there. Everyone was tough.

I'll be the first to say that I didn't do well making friends on my first visit. I was pretty shy, and surprised by my new surroundings. I was there for four months. I'm sure I made something of an impact; but not a great one. I was certainly a familiar face when I returned, but I was no-ones BJJ-BFF.

Mon Petit Singe!

That all changed across the course of this year. I lightened up a lot during it, learned how to interact with this gang of characters. I learned that if Big D is running the warm up and starts dancing to "Da Rockwilder" it is obligatory to follow suit.

Who could say no anyways?

This year, I made some fantastic friends. The individuals and the tribe itself are a thing that I will not forget.

At Ronin, it really is OK to have fun. It's very informal, and a bit of a boy's club; you gotta get in, prove that you've got nothing to prove, be humble, and roll smart. If you manage to do this and have fun, you're golden. Bonus points if you make fun of "Beyonce Hips."

There are so many stories to tell and so many people to thank that I don't think its fair for me to say them here. I would forget too many people. I'll save these memories for future stories. Just let me say that the experience has changed me, that I'll do my best to visit, and always keep a picture of Frodo close to my heart.

I also had to say goodbye to another interesting institution this month. My Judo odyssey came to an end. I found out about Club De Judo Ginkgo from word of mouth. I had wanted to try my luck at Judo for a while, when a conversation with Big D brought this club to light. I couldn't find any club that had good training days that didn't interfere with the days I wanted to do BJJ. I was very lucky to have found out about Ginkgo... I don't think any other set up would have worked out as well.  The club had just recently been started. As such, they didn't have a crazy number of people. This was probably best under my circumstances. The ground is my forte, but I wanted to learn judo. I needed to be in an environment where a BJJ person is seen as useful, not as a threat to be destroyed. I'd be lying if I said I was not at all worried about this.

The Ginkgo people took me in and did their level best to teach me. I learned a lot. I really did. For this I am grateful.  More importantly, I also made another group of friends.

I think that this may be what all this BJJ/Judo stuff is all about; having fun, making friends, and trying to choke them good. I was lucky this year: I had a lot of fun with two groups of awesome people. That's really what counts. I'm sad to be in a position where I have to leave every few months, but I am incredibly fortunate and happy to have experienced it.

My next stop will take me back to Hamilton ON. Here I'll train with Pura BJJ. I'll be here for 4 to 6 months...then I'll be leaving again...

You Should Compete

Yes, you.

If you want to know when, the answer is now. Not once you have gotten to a certain level, not once you are a blue belt, not once your cardio is in line. Go Compete. And do it now.

Today is the day of Champions, Tomorrow is a day late.

I’ve competed 16 (or 17, not sure) times now. I’m still a beginner at it. My reasons are individual (namely, I’m bad at it and this challenges me.) Tournaments have done a number of good things for me...It’s been a profound education for me that has extended into day to day life more so than any other aspect.

As rolling on the mats is a learning tool, competing is a whole other realm of education.

Do it because:

It scares you.
Competing isn’t easy. It can be nerve wracking. Things that provoke fear in you need to be beaten. Don’t take the easy path. If you don’t already know, the best way to defeat something is to embrace it first. Then choke it good.

I change my mind; competing is easy. It’s training for life, it’s a small example of how to live and do enormous things while you are scared. Life? Life is hard! A BJJ tournament is going to teach you about fear and what motivates you. How best to face challenges, and how your guts and forearms might go haywire while you do it.

You will win.
You’re going to learn some fantastic things about victory. You will begin to grasp that you are capable; and that your power, and the power of the individual, can surmount any obstacle. You’ll take this back to everyday life.

Can I do this? Just watch.

You will lose.
...and how you react is going to reveal a lot about you. I sense that this is where the real fear lies in competing:

What happens when you put your all into something and you fail? What will happen to you?

This will be a good test of your spirit. Can you fight, lose, and try again? Or are you going to slap your hands on the mats in anger, and never come back again? Will your losses make you stronger? Or will you crumble?

I tell you, you’re already on the mats, working hard. Loses make you better, smarter. This is what BJJ is, and this is what life is.

You will be a better BJJ’er for it.
I’ve already beat down the important ways that competing makes you better; the mental ways. You’ve also got the fact that training for tournaments will make you grow as an athlete. You will have to get into the gym more and work harder when it’s time to roll. The addition of a goal, the end result, will give you something to work towards. Pick up a barbell, develop a “game,” learn your strengths.

There is a subtle yet undeniable difference between competitors and rec players. Respect for anyone on the mats, but competitors have pushed their limits and seek to push them further. They know a comp will test them from top to bottom. They know that how hard they work right now will determine their success in the future

It will guide you
Everyone you fight in a tournament is going to do things differently. Every time you face someone, you’re going to learn something. Whether you’ve fought before or not.

In your club, everyone knows your game and they know how to react. You also know their games.

When you get called on to the mat at a tourney, you look over and see the guy you’re about to fight. You know that he’s a black box. What does he do well? What are his weaknesses? It’s a truer litmus test of your Jiu-Jits. Will you react correctly? Do you just not have an answer? Either way, there’s something he’ll do that you’re not completely familiar with. You will learn about how your game reacts against someone who doesn’t know it, and how you will react to theirs. It’s a whole new bag of hammers.

You will not be hurt
Well, I guess I can’t say that definitively. People get hurt at tournaments. These are physical pursuits. Regardless, people don’t get hurt very often at all. I routinely see more injuries in a week of club rolling than I would at a Tournament. It just doesn’t happen that much.
Either way, I don’t ever see someone injured due to someone else’s malice. If people get hurt, same as in the club, it’s usually rolling the wrong way, or just an unlucky scramble

It’s fun
When we’re not trying to beat each other on the mats, competitors are great people. I’ve made a few hundred friends from academies other than mine. These people have invited me out for dinner after, these people have helped coach me when I showed up without a team. That is camaraderie. It’s honestly a fantastic and beautiful brotherhood, in ways that you wouldn’t believe. You’re going to show up, fight people, and make friends for life. Are there better things to do in a day? No, there are not.

Start right now
Competing does get easier. The fights never do, but the time spent before hand does. You should start now, as soon as you can. Get your feet wet. Experience will eventually make it easier, and the more you have the better. Go sign up.

Do you compete? Tell me why, or why not.

Interesting, I found this post on Starting Strength that basically says the same things. Different sport, same ideas. Cool.

A BJJ guy in Judo: My Airborne Adventures.

There were a number of factors that lead me to get involved with Judo earlier this year. Similar to what happened with my discovery and growth in BJJ, it’s been an adventure rich in learning.

I had been aware of the fact that my “Game” lacked substantially in the standing component for quite some time. Prior to my start in judo, I had gotten a grand total of 1 take-down (yes, one) in competition. Other than this I either used a flying attack, jumped guard, or had guard pulled on me.

Neither of these other options were all that bad, to be honest. My flying attacks were tailored such that they either resulted directly in the win, or that I at least landed in an advantageous manner. Jumping guard was advantageous, but less so (I found that you would need to set up every step towards a sub, where as a flying attack you would land partially in one, with the initial sub, and many counters to work with.) The third option, having someone jump on me was never that bad. I am a reasonably capable passer. Breaking someones guard down is usually exhausting for the breakee. If closed is where they want to be, they will kill their legs in an effort to stay there.

I was fortunate enough to be exposed to some Judo in my last few months with Joslin MMA. They began a Tuesday night Judo class a few months before I left. It was taught by a guy named Roman. Roman will have to accept my apologies for not being able to pronounce or spell his last name. Roman was your archetypal USSR Judo ass kicker. He was huge. He might just look enormous to me (as people tend to) due to the fact that I am quite small. Regardless, Roman looked like the result of a Soviet genetics program that aimed to combine humanity with surplus industrial machinery.

I dug Romans style. Despite the fact that he was an enormous cross of human and open-pit mining equipment, he was quite capable at giving people advice that was very particular to them. He would go around the class to the various groups of people and give them material to work that was tailored to their skill level, moves that would have the most applicability to a game they could develop. Fascinating stuff, really.  

Despite our obvious bodily differences (as I state, I remain unconvinced we share the same species classification) Roman was very capable at this. He would come over and show my taller partner Uchi Mata, and then teach me Tai Otoshi. “This is good for the little men.” He would say. I feel compelled to both bold and Italicise his speech.

I came to Ottawa and began to train with RoninMMA (for the second time) in January. One of the instructors had a Blue belt in Judo, and a few of the other high belts had very solid standing work. Despite this, we spent as little as 10 to 20 minutes per week learning take-downs.

There’s a parallel here about how Judo teaches the ground, and about how BJJ teaches standing. They both look at these items in isolation. In a vacuum, essentially. At BJJ they will teach a Seoi Nage and neglect the Kasushi, the off-balancing required prior to the throw, and at Judo they will teach you a sweep with out teaching how to grip for that sweep, or why you are in that position to begin with.

I’m very happy that I am now in a position to recognise these short comings. Now, when I do ground technique in Judo, I will use the appropriate set up, and teach this, (along with some thoughts on the position) to my partner, if appropriate. When I stand at The Jiu Jits club, I show my partner the Kasushi, and when the move is applicable (as best an Orange belt can.)

Although I had caught the Judo bug in Hamilton, I hadn’t found a good place to do Judo in Ottawa when I returned there. While sparring standing, I still felt, even when working with guys who were significantly lower ranked than me, that I was almost in a panic.

Despite the fact that I had only a few actual useful take-downs. I was completely exhausted mentally and physically by standing and fighting. I would avoid standing. Any practice of it that I could dodge, I did. I was uninterested in training it, and loathed the sparring.

Gradually, it dawned on me that this was all an extension of the Ego. I didn’t want to do it because I was still bad at it. I will be the first guy to admit that regardless of the advances I have made, in some situations I still struggle with my ego. BJJ is said to completely beat it out of you. It’s been a slow work in my case.

I could not, for the life of me, find a Judo club that had good training on Monday and Wednesday. This would be ideal for me, as the big nights at Ronin were Tuesday/Thursday, and I badly wanted to keep attending these.

I asked around, and found out from an instructor at our club about a club that had formed in Gatineau. These Judoka were apparently an offshoot group from a club in Ottawa. I dug them up on the internet. They organised themselves through a blog. An entirely French blog.

I don’t speak much French. If I needed to, I could communicate urgent matters to a French person. Certainly not eloquently. When 2 french people speak to each other (depending on speakers voice) I can pick up between 1 out of every 3 words and 1 out of 10 words they speak. My comprehension is remarkably poor, for a guy who works in Quebec.

Regardless, I went to the Dojo, which had it’s mat space in a CEGEP (sort of a Quebec High school/College.) At that time, the main person teaching was Alim. Alim is Ukranian, not physically imposing, but sort of the Old School coach. A little bit like Roman was. Alim also has two enormous sons (again, relative) who I’ve come to respect a lot. They are both technically very good, but more over, they have a work ethic that is very remarkable.

Everyone was super friendly and the material looked like exactly what I wanted to see. Highly technical, with an appropriate respect for strength training. There is less BS talk about not using strength in Judo. (See previous post about my thoughts on Strength in BJJ.) The Judoka know when to use it, is all. I’ve been there two days a week since then.

Since I began there, a few things changed. Alim left to teach elsewhere and Rene, who was the head of the club now teaches along with Diogo. The training is very good. Rene and Diogo are both very technical, and good at imparting things to me. Rene speaks English (as most of the guys do) but Diogo does not. Diogo however, is nice to the point that you don’t feel bad trying to speak hack french to him, with him trying to speak hack English back. He’s very patient through the misunderstandings. Oddly, he is from Brazil and has the easiest french for me to understand. He is also the best Judoka on the ground that I have met so far. He actually knows what Half Guard is!

I should have recorded the exasperation that resulted from me trying to speak to him about the Omoplata (shoulder lock.) I was trying to determine if it was allowed. Diogo thought that I meant “Omoplates” which is French for shoulder blade. He said no, probably thinking that I wanted to fold someones shoulder blade in half. We both had a good laugh once we figured out the misunderstanding. (Omoplatas are legal, BTW.)

Training Judo has done a number of things for me. The big thing (biggest) is confidence. Another way that Judo and BJJ are similar is the way the fighting feels and its relation to skill. Judo guys feel tense and unrelaxed on the ground. BJJ guys feel tense and aggressive standing. This all comes from a lack of confidence related to the skill of the particular practioner; where one is good, he is relaxed. I’ve gained a decent level of skill standing. I have no illusions that I am much good at it yet, but I’ve certainly grown by leaps and bounds. When I spar standing at Ronin, I feel more confident. My randori is less tense, and more capable as a result. I recall throwing some people at Ronin. Particularly people who are good on their feet. I know that at the moment of success, the take-down came from a calm understanding of the position and the circumstance. A good execution of a technique came as a result, and I managed the win in that moment. It’s not something to get all self congratulatory about, but it’s progress.

Judo might have a questionable end result for me. If I was to look at it as a purely ROI type of thing, I’ve essentially taken two (sometimes three) nights away from training BJJ, and applied them to Judo. I’ve been doing it for nine months now. As a result, I have added three additional successful throws at BJJ tournaments, for a grand total of six points. If it’s purely a numbers game, I guess it’s a bit of a wash. I’ve also lost 2 points for attempting to stand with someone who was a bit more capable a seoi nage than I was at defending it, but I also got third at a Judo tournament.

What is it like to train Judo? This is a question I get every now and then. Judo, in my experiences has been a lot like training BJJ:

• The warm ups are nearly the same (remember, we borrowed these from judo,)
• The method of class structure, although it’s a little more fluid at my Judo club, is very typical of what you’d see at most BJJ clubs: Warm-up, reps of common moves, technique, then sparring.
• As I’ve alluded above, the Judoka are good standing, and are quite relaxed as a result (Like BJJ’ers are with BJJ)

There are obvious differences between these arts.  The obvious being technical ones. It was difficult to quantify at first why it was (is) more difficult to learn at the very face of it. Gradually the difference dawned on me.

In BJJ, we could number the steps in our techniques... “You do this, THEN this, THEN this.” It’s sequential. We have individual steps where one (maybe two, connected movements) are done in proceeding to the end goal.

Judo seems to not quite work this way. A typical technique will have the judoka performing the move in stages. there might be one or two, maybe three stages. At these points, you’re doing multiple movements. It’s more like “Do this AS you do this, WHILE this other thing is happening, DURING WHICH...” It’s craziness to me. Sometimes you end up trying to do 12 things at once, half of which appear counter to the other half. It takes a great deal of time for me to make a move useful for me. In Judo, I become the “Calf-on-Ice.”

If you are intimidated by learning Judo: you should be, frankly. It is normal to feel odd about breaching into another sport, to learn different things, with a different attitude applied to it. There are a number of differences. I had the additional challenge of being strictly anglophone, and going to a school where most the people speak French.

Some tips for the curious BJJ’ers:

• Go check out a class. You might like it. It might be hard to find a club that has solid classes that are on nights when you don’t already have your best BJJ classes. Fact of life. Seems like every club wants to fight Tuesday/Thursday.
• Be up front about previous BJJ experience. Depending on your level, you may be well in advance of the Judoka on the ground. Tell them that you train. Don’t be smug, just mention it so they know to expect a certain level of knowledge on the ground.
• Don’t be an asshat. Seriously. Judoka might go a little bonkers with you on the ground. You’ve got to keep cool, and never go meathead on them. You are representing Brazilian Jiu Jitsu, your art, my art. If they have to kick you off the mats, then they  will likely treat all proceeding BJJ-folk as morons. We won’t have this. Do not miss-represent us. Keep in mind, if you do act a fool on the ground, you’re going to find everyone there will want to throw you into the basement. This would be fair. Keep in mind that the Judoka may already be sceptical about you and BJJ in general.
• Don’t be an asshat pt. 2: The rules for sparing on the ground are different. A closed guard will not get you far (it will get you stood up, in fact.) Accept the rules as presented, and play by them. It may open up your game. Judoka are especially confused by X-Guard, fyi.
• Don’t be an asshat pt.3: You are not there to convert people. This is not the crusades. No one will accept this attitude. Any mention of superiority (there are equal arguments from both sides about it; don’t breath this.) will be met with some sort of debilitating rib injury.
• Make commentary on ground techniques sparingly. I don’t get worked up whenever I see the instructor perform a technique in a way that I would not. You are not there to provide advice on this, unless asked. If you want, when you pair up to practise it, you could mention it as a thing to consider. Your partner might have no interest in it. I have learned a few interesting things from Judo guys on the ground. They have a proclivity to turtle at inappropriate times, dealing with this has taught me things that I take back to BJJ.
• Commentary may also be appropriate at times. Depending on the school (and individuals within the school) skill on the ground varies widely. I’ve worked with Browns who feel like they could get their BJJ Blues with an afternoons work, and Black belts who roll like a fresh BJJ white. That being said, If you are working with someone high-up, who you sense is legitimately trying to develop ground skills, show him how to pass “those infuriating legs.”
• Accept Judo for Judo. Don’t show up and say “I only want to see things that are relative to BJJ tournaments.” People won’t accept that. They will suspect you are there to do this. I was asked this my second week, once I made it clear i was going to stick around. I told them that I was there to learn Judo. Simply, Judo. No ulterior motives. I didn’t want to try to walk away with a piece of it and ignore the rest. If I competed in X-arm (ha) and showed up to your BJJ club and said I only wanted to learn armbars, what level of cooperation would I receive? how would you feel about it? Exactly. There are a lot of rules for Olympic Judo that numerous people don’t agree with. Not touching the legs is a big one. Regardless of how you or I feel about it, it’s unlikely that throws that utilise a pants grip will be shown. Practice that some other time. You’ve got to accept judo for how it is.
• Judo...ain’t that a B? It’s difficult. I struggle with it, go ask my girlfriend, I come home and pine about how I can’t seem to throw a fit. Don’t be in a rush to find the utility of it. Someday, you’ll be able to make legitimate throws on people. You will quickly find progress as compared with BJJ guys who don’t train it, but the Judoka are going to be cleaning your clock for a long time.
• Breakfalls. You’ll get good at these if you get anywhere in Judo. Trust me.